oooohhhh aren't you just a little miracle!

hay kabado. HELP

2008-11-27T05:11:17Z

hay im so kabado help. i'm a pretty pricate person and don't want to sound like the toher annoying bfs who just go on and on babout their boyfriend.. but fuck.. im really kabado. he wants me to meet his parents na. i iknew it would happen eentually pero parang nagulat ako. minsan lng kasi parent sniya dito since they work abroad. I can talk to adults naman and can pretty well mingle with them pero shet.. some insecurities just can't leave u diba hahaha

tanggap ko mataba ako
tanggap niya at mahal niya ako kahit tabaching ching ako
pero panu magulang niya?
let us be realistic

hay
panganay siya
only boy
and both the parents' favourite.

damn... im really kabado

help :(

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kreeesdax @ 2006-05-27T20:36:00

2006-05-27T12:37:45Z

michael buble... hay... love this song! SONG OF MY SUMMER! not senti or anyting.... strictly adore this song because its simple and beautiful ..

Another summer day
Another winter day, has gone by
In either Paris or Rome...
and I wanna to go home
...Home
and I'm surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
I wanna go home
I miss you

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another summer day, another winter day, has gone by
In either Paris or Rome...
and I wanna to go home
...Home
and I'm surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone...
I wanna go home

Let me go home

It's been a thrill
but I've had my fill
let me go home

And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
and everything was going right
And I know just why you couldn't come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
I wanna go home
Let me go home

But it'll all be alright,
I'm coming home
Tonight..."

i love my practicum

2006-05-07T09:19:24Z

uulitin ko yun... I love my practicum! I've been working for Balay kandila for only a week and which normally would take 3 weeks in other companies- I've finished my 120 hours! Konting background: Balay Kanidla is a small/ medium sized company that decorates and coordinates weddings, debuts, and all kinds of events. They were the one's who fixed tin tin bersola's wedding and cesar montano's.

The work honestly is tiring. With no fixed schedules and working at most 18 hours a day, minsan overnight sa set. But i love it.
Firstly i love it becasue i get full/ complete creative freedom... part of my job in balay kandila is to meet clients and design their weddings/ debuts (as in i get to create- conceptualize and everything... from flowers, to table designs, to back drops, to sets, everything) ahaha they allowed me becasue they found out na marunong ako magdesign, drawing ekek! I get to organize (not only observe) fashion shows and bridal fairs. But what i mostly love doing, aside from doing the big work is doing the nitty gritty artsy fartsy work. Going to divisoria, SM, landmark, glorietta, megamall to buy supplies to be used in our decors. Lahat ng mga hilig ko nagagawa ko... as in beadings, flower arrangemetns, and lahat ng kaartehan! Ngayon... gumagawa kami ng candles- ung souvenir ko daw. Siyempre ang arte ng gawa ko with engravings, painting, etc... inspired by warhol.

Secondly i get to "travel" kuno bwhahaha. On my first day on the Job- i went to bulacan for the bridal shower, to coconut palace for a wedding set design, to GSIS para sa anniversayr party nila. ang saya tlga... if payagan ako ng parents ako, pwede ako sumama sa kanila sa bacolod and puerto galera- 3 days and two nights on both trips- kc may weddings sila dun. sana payagan ako. pleaseeee

Thirdly, since we coordinate and plan for weddings i get to meet a lot of people- unfortunately not many single and cute duh!. I get to meet the couples who are going to get married and sobrang nakakatuwa tlga kasi- i know kahit cheesy- you really feel and you can really see how much in love they are and you know they're going to be happy. And that somehow reasures me that not all marraiges are shams and may fighting chance sila tlga to make it last. And i guess seeing them also gives me hope kc one day gusto ganun din ako kahappy. ..

sa mga events... we usually stay for the reception kc, iba tlga ng feeling kapag nakikita mo na yung nagawa mo and people approach you to congratulate you and thank you for contributing in making that day- their day- extra special. i wish lng kc i had a camera... iba tlga ng feeling.

fourthly, ang saya ni ms. tisha and sir ronald (kahit DOM siya)... ang down to earth... ang funny... makwento, ang kulit and ang bastos nila dalwa. bwhahah bagay ako tlga dito... kc para akong anghel compared to them And plus i feel at home kc bwahahaa si sir ronald tsaka ate tisha mahilig sa mga matataba at malulusog na bata bwhahha kaya nga lng daw nila ako hinire bwhahaha. Who would have thought...

Kahit one week pa lng ako dito.... kahit ganito na ako kapagod... kahit nakakainis na hindi ako pumapayat kahit ganito na ako kapagod ahahah... i want to stay here.

kaya i accepted their offer na magtrabaho sa knila for the summer. yeay with pay na toh tlga! And so hindi ko na itutuloy abs cbn ko... nabwisit na rin ako sa kanila... bsta mahabang kwento na yun...

bsta.. dahil dito- even though i know not all jobs are this fun or exciting- i can't wait to start working in the real world.

YEHEY YEHEY YEHEY ANOTHER BDAY SURPRISE!

2006-02-16T10:18:51Z

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SA AKING MGA FRIENDSHIPS SI MAIMAILOO BRAYALOO AND REGGIELOO!!! YOU GUYS NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME! SURPRISE EVERY YEAR WUHOOOOO DAHIL SA INYO I LOVE MY BIRTHDAYS TLGA IN ATENEO!!! thank you guys sooo much happiness tlga *clap clap* medyo na LSS nga lng ako dun sa song ni nino bwhahaha but mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah tlga! it wasnt a sad valentines afterall!!! thanks fwenships!!! MWAH

kreeesdax @ 2005-08-20T17:07:00

2005-08-20T09:36:06Z

i choose not to be sad! so i've made a list of things that make me happy
1. FWENDSHIPS!!! malamang obvious ba! i love BEA MAI AND REG becasue they make it so easy for me to be me and NOT anyone else... malamang! BSTA LABo! and kahit gumuho man ang mundo ko nandun sila palagi at alam ko na di tulad sa mga ibang tao at kanilang barkada... yung relasyon namin sa isa't isa hindi plastik! tunay na frienship toh, tunay na pagmamahalan! At alam ko hindi nila ako turing na "comfort friend" lamang- comfort friend: parang comfort food, yung pinupuntahan lng kapag may kailangang makinig ng storya nila. yung pinupuntahan lamang dahil sa knya lng pwedeng "labasan" ahahha labo bsta SI BEA< MAI AT REG HINDI GANUN!!!! bwahahah love you guys tlga
2. family- kahit sobrang crappy ung life ko for the past week at kahit malayo ako sa kanila ngayon... ngayon ko lng narealize na i love them to death kc isang text lng mula sa kanila- kahit hi! or musta ka na or "kumain ka na anak"- natutuwa ako at hindi na ako natatakot kc alam ko nandyan sila palagi. kahit bumagsak ako sa eco, kahit minsan nalulungkot ako dahil magisa, kahit minsan akala ko na walang nakakaintindi--- yung pamilya ko yung nakakaintindi na lahat--- hindi na nila kailangan magtanong bsta mahal lng sila ng mahal! LOVE MY MAMA AND MY PAPA AND MY SISTERS MIA AND MICHELLE AND KING KING
I LOVE WATCHING US GROW UP TOGETHER
3. the other other friendships- like yas, paudeps, tasha, pau riv, dormates- joanne and mona (who will be leaving me soon.. graduate na siya) embs,didi, marlon and anna ( i know how people feel about her... but whatever you may guys think... friend ko siya tlga) Everyone has made my life in college so much more tolerable!
4. HISKUL friends- sila anjo, jordan, mark, arjae, liza, jenna, indira, karelle, ace, bugi, erika,kookai, jen, bea, tina, and alejo... - from them i learned how to have fun and love- and more importantly to how to take care of friendships- as jordan said: GOD CREATED PEOPLE SO THAT THEY BE LOVED- nothing more, nothing less.. period. And someone told me i don't remember na.. na there is no one that you cannot love so it's your loss if you don't take the time to understand people and make them your friends. So we promised to take care of each other. AND I'M SO HAPPY BECASUE WE PROVED MRS.BARCE (our lecheng teacher) THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP IS NOT A FLEETING THING THAT WILL BE TOSSED AWAY AND FORGOTTEN--- sabi niya samin bago kami maggraduate: bkt ba kayo nagaaksaya ng oras sa isa't isa.. pagdating ng college maghihiwalay lng din kayo at magkakalimutan FUCK YOU MS. BARCE kahit three years na since hiskul... nagkikita pa rin tayo at umaalis. TUESDAYS WITH ISAW peeps rock!
5. SISTER ALMA MAE- the one who stood by me in the darkest of times bwhahaha love her to death. she took care of me ng ilang araw after ng graduation. I will take a bullet for her, and i swear on that.
6. GOD- need i explain.
the list can go on but i feel much better now, :D and i realize that people will always be the center of my life. and i love them for that

la lng... don't read this

2005-07-22T09:42:20Z

bwahaha i have been hating this feeling for past week... what actually is this feeling? ... ewan, but i just don't like it! so i've been trying to find and find more ways of distracting myself recently.. but its not enough... i've been thinking about drinking para mabawa-bawasan pero sad naman kung magisa lng ako diba... kya can't wait to go drinking with reg adn pola (sana matuloy nxt week)....
bring on the booze bebe!! yak as if drinker tlga ako :D hay im not the type to write long or meaningful entries kya... END.

condolences to my fone... yes another one

2005-07-09T09:28:36Z

hay binato ng one year baby yung fone ko sa pade kya ito... my fone is officially dead... hay life... and yet another one... this sux totally

BEA HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! LOVE YOU PUPPY!!!!

kreeesdax @ 2005-07-07T19:09:00

2005-07-07T10:56:50Z

i feel so sad today... i don't know why... but i really really hate it. sad and lonely. isn't it weird even though you have everything that you think you will ever need: health, friends, family, etc it just isn't enough... you still end up lonely. i hate today.

kreeesdax @ 2005-05-03T17:21:00

2005-05-03T09:33:57Z

wuhoo!!! just came home from advisement! best two days yet ahhaha... met up with tashie and reg at cantinas and malamang inuman for life! BTW Tashie is my new roomate wuhooo!!! at in fairness ang kyut ng room namin... i feel so at home. The first time ever since i moved in to dormitoryana. Well anyway, sobvrang excited na kami kc bka magkita kami nila reg/ tashi/ mia and friends sa batangas dahil magbabatangas din kami ng hiskul friends! wuhooo!!! sana tlga matuloy sobra excited na ako kc magdadala ng "boyz" yung friend ko wuhoo!!! yakkeee obvious ba na medyo pathetic ko bwhahaha kebs!
--
anyway, i had the best inuman ever two days ago-- with the oldies. we had a family reunion at home and around 10 pm my dad, older sis, and my four uncles were outside having a drinking session.And to think mga kasama namin mga 50+ years old ahaha mga lolo na tlga! bsta halo halo johnnie walker, emperador, san mig, colt 45 etc tas all the oldies were so wasted! kumakanta sila ng mga kundiman-- ie. "o, irog, sa tabihan ng ilog" at "si lorna o si aida o si fe (btw alam ko hindi yun kundiman bwhahaa) anyway bsta ang kyut nila dahil kanta sila ng kanta at the top of their lungs tas kapit balikat pa cla ang kyut tlga. Tas si tito butch , 56, sa sobrang wasted--- biglang sumuka sa garden namin kadiri! pero tawa lng kami ng tawa ni ate dahil after niya magsuka may hinirit siya na--"oh, bkt may goto? wala naman akong kinain na goto ah"--- he was referring to his vomit... bwhahah gross tlga pero tawa lng kami ng tawa. Tas ung isa ko namang tito, si tito rey ,52, sumuka din sa vomit bag pero sa sobrang lakas ng pagsusuka niya nahulog yung pustiso nya sa loob. kadiri tlga! sinungkit pa niya tita ung pustiso... it sooo gross yet sooo funny tlga... bsta ive never seen so many old men so wasted! ThankGod my dad knows how to down his liquor. I cringe at the idea that ako din magsusungit ng pustiso ng dad ko. bwahaha sumakit yung tiyan ko until the next morning dahil sa kakatawa.
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la lng tuwa ako kc kanina nakita ko si embs, si deps, at si rivy sa advisement! la lng miss ko cla sobra!

this summer is starting off so wrong

2005-04-11T08:42:17Z

i've been 2 weeks into my summer vacation and nothing as in nothing has happened! all my friends majority studying in lasalle and UP are still in school... the others ewan ko ba biglang naging mga madre at pari-- nandun cla ngayon nagtuturo sa streetkids, out reach etc doing "service to the community) hindi ako naiinis dahil wala akong puso para sa mga ganun pero hay life hindi pa kami nagbobonding this summer! hay life... there's gotta be more to this summer than me watching edward norton movies alone... hay sad! whats even sadder is that i'm hanging out with my ate and my little sister's friends! how pathetic tlga... punta ako mall with 15/ 16 yr olds--puro crushes, love life, boy bands etc kya ako tinatanong about love life and adivce about all that shit AS IN WALA NAMAN AKO MABIGAY O MASHARE ABOUT ANYTHING KC NEVER PA NAMAN AKO NA-inlove! ---tas pagkasama ko naman friends ng ate ko--- they talk about work, mga nabuntis, mga tanginang boss nila, mga pamilya ng isa't isa... hay bwahahha nakakatawa na nga lng tlga. tas pagtatanungin nila ako kung musta na buhay ko wala akong mapagusapan kc wala naman tlga eh.... bwhahaha hay life

i nid to find summer friends!

tas ndi ako pumunta sa skul today para kuhanin grades ko dahil 1) ang layo... not worth the commuting and 2) ayaw ko makita ko grade ko sa spanish... hay syet sana di ako bagsak (the only reason kung bakit ako babagsak sa spanish ay dahil ndi ako nagrerecite! paksyet tlga)

hay miss skul na... and baon bwhahahahhaha

kreeesdax @ 2005-04-01T19:32:00

2005-04-01T11:47:52Z

i admit it... i am addicted to edward norton. for the last three days i've been watching his movies over and over again kahit na sobrang heavy nung ibang movies niya...(and to think i'm in ditz mode and gusto ko lng manuod ng mga nakakabobong movies) pero syet ang heavy tlga ng american history X hindi ko ma take! pero i watched it three times already! hay I LOVE EDWARD NORTON!!! i've watched american history, primal fear( never knew country boys looked so cute!), rounders, keeping the faith, red dragon (awesome, i watched the hannibal trilogy just becasue of this movie) fight club (i don't know why but i really really like this movie) the italian job, 25th hour. tas basta ang loser ko dun sa mga DVDs na binili ko pinapanuod ko pa ung mga special features para lng panuorin siya. FUCK... i'm addcited but who can blame me he's so hot!I still have to watch "everyone says i love you" and the People vs. larry Flynt, the score, death to smoochy, the painted veil (lalabas pa lng sa 2006)kingdom of heaven, out of the past.... problem is i don't know where to find these movies? anyone? hay siyet nakakahiya na tlga! but i;m addicted to edward norton...
ang loser ko na tlga... i'm gonna watch din frida.. loser

TASHA!!!! I MISS OUR MOVIE CLUB!!! AHUHUHUHUH!!! WE MUST GO OUT AND WATCH MOVIES!!!! naakakasad kc ako lng nanunuod ng movies... magisa... a alone... by myself... ng walang katabi... magisang kumakain ng popcorn... hay life parang buhay.... NUOD TAYO SA ALABANG!!! CGE NA!!! I WANT TO WATCH WILLY WONKA!!! i loved the original!

anyways.... i'm hoping na makakasama ako sa block outing... hopefully sana hindi magkatopak nanay ko... hay life parang buhay... wait kelan na ba siya tlga??!?!

kreeesdax @ 2005-03-21T19:37:00

2005-03-21T11:49:35Z

i don't know why... i had such a geat week end as in! INUMAN AT PAU DEP's, PYROMANIA (Daming hotties! pero sadly wala dun ung gusto kong ksama ahuhuhu) Honors Assembly (medyo kahit sablay pero... ok lng dahil cute si john go... bwhahaha crush ng kapatid ko) and Mai's debut (lam mo mai! in fairness hindi ako na bore! bwhahaha i wasn't expecting to be bored pero kc i hate formal debuts etc... pero kool ng party mo... ung nga lng im saddened dahil wala kaming nahekhek bwahahhaha)
anyway i had so much fun this weekend... kya medyo nga ako naweweirdohan sa sarili ko dahil sobrang sad ako ngayon... ndi ko magets... as in im such a bitch today... ayoko gumalaw, ayokong kumain (TODO WEIRD!), ayoko makipagusap, as in ayoko na rin pati gumalaw. as in nsa bed lng ako nakahiga at nagiisip-- thinking about nothing in particular, just feeling like an empty shell all of a sudden...really empty and NUMB alone. hindi nga ako makaiyak kc wala naman akong maisip na dahilan para maiyak.

maybe i just miss life at ateneo so much, miss my blockmates, miss my dorm,imiss hanging out on the rooftop, i miss smoking sa stairs ng prince david na magisa, i miss passing by booksale and looking for books, i miss the meron pond, i miss hanging out in the snake pit, i miss kaming apat- bea, reg, and mai (hahaha ndi tlga natuloy yun picnic bonding natin noh) miss my dormmates (tasha, lili,shine, judith, lora etc), i miss people and persons... just can't explain. never thot that this summer break/ separation would affect me this much... nakakbagsak puso tlga... hay life parang buhay...

its my first entry wuhoooo....

2005-03-16T07:41:43Z

its my first entry eevvveeerrr!!! WUHOOoo (*cough cough loser! cough cough*)
hindi ako loser noh! i'm just a very late bloomer... hay labo... la lng... kahit first entry ko, umiyak na ako... la lng miss you guys already.... ahuhuhu it's been a great year and natuwa lng ako kc ang dami na natin napagdaanan at natutuwa din ako kc buo pa rin tayo wuhooo!!! drama ass for life... la lng gusto ko lng ulitin- MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY...at guess what kung anu ginagawa ko sa first day of summer life ko!?! eto.. tiga alaga ng baby... i'm officially yaya kristel na...hay life parang buhay

never na ako ulit magsusulat sa Lj-- first entry ko pa lng napapaluha na ako ahuhuhuhu (*cough cough LOser cough*)

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2005-03-14T11:53:17Z

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